5.18.2009

open studio 4.

Sleepy again today.

I had one really great run --but it was to music (which is against the rules). Why is it so important to practice in silence? Well, because I prefer performing in silence -largely because the energy between me and audience is so "loud" that I don't really "hear" music during performance anyway.

In practice, however, there is only the distraction of my thoughts, and I've been struggling with this all month. I so wish to give in, to say the music is my audience substitute, and it is but only in one respect -it guides and directs me, but then am I giving back? Can I "hear" my own decisions through the external rhythms?

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